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I’ll construct a blog tomorrow since today my day is loaded with objectives. I don’t upload Saturday and Sunday, so this is one exception. Thanks again for the support and much love my readers.

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The Black Knight Satellite

I was reading upon the shores of theories that wash up from time to time. Sometimes you find collateral that is ardently express and can’t help but be perceptively enticed. Ever heard of an obscured black solid “satellite” that enigmatically orbits earth. As eerie as this may sound, some people believe the satellite is of extra-terrestial origin and speaks volume of an insidious itinerary of extra-terrestrial efforts. The findings are enigmatic, however–statistically– the Black Knight satellite can very well be space junk, since space junk varies in size and is proven that this junk orbits the planets atmosphere. Here are a few of illustrations that I would like to present to you, check it out.

Hefty Bag satellite.png

Black Knight.jpg

Scrutinize this image of the satellite and inform me otherwise that this doesn’t look like a Black Hefty bag.Hefty bag.jpg

 

It appears to be a giant Hefty bag with half a car bumper inside. On a serious note however, It’s most likely a space blanket or thermal blanket, which ever variation. Thermal Blanket.jpgEssentially, These blankets are utilized for thermal control and other relevant thermal experiences. Spacecrafts utilize these blankets – so in contrast – the scale definitely leans more towards a spacecraft releasing this object into orbit – than a 13,000 year old satellite, with extraterrestrial origins that was hypothesis and ornamentally concocted via irrelevant sources. Just thought that I should hold up one finger, halt, and question the validity of this enticing theory. I call bulls**t and used wikipedia as a source; even if wikipedia is an unreliable source of information, formal argument will rebuttal any claims about the satellites origins, age, purpose, or even conspiracy theory. Unless experimentation has been conducted on the satellite and can prove these far fetched claims, than it’s inane to audaciously state otherwise.

P.S Maybe I shouldn’t be critical. After all, these speculations allow for camaraderie merriment. Since I’m an introvert and loner, I tend to question claims that deem suspicious – and in due course – insensitively spoil the glee of thrill seeking camaraderie or individuals. My sincere apologies if I spoil your hunger for artificial delectable dishes. Just stating and giving my two cent into the roller coster of this matter.

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed the blog today. Many thanks for your attention and sparing your time to read my spoiled thoughts into enticing conspiracies. Hopefully you can forgive me, for refuting certain claims on this theory of the Black Knight satellite. And thats all for today. I love you guys, and I’ll drop another blog tomorrow. Stay safe and much love.

 

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Sources – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Knight_satellite_conspiracy_theory

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How I Began Drawing

Greetings once again, I hope all of you guys are doing well. I’ll elaborate on my experiences as an artist in this blog, since I stated that I would be typing up this blog, so let’s begin.

My interest in art began to manifest one day in high school, in 9th grade. I was deplorably bored in english class while viewing a couple pages in a magazine for time sakes. One particular page caught my sight, and my viewing pleasure evolved indulgently. As I marveled at the art pieces, my shifting paradigm began to develop a mental gymnastic known as, daydreaming. Daydreaming became my favorite activity, even competing against masturbation. In sequence, daydreaming would progress into drawing, and in due course conquer almost every sense of my perception. Finally after the revolution, drawing became the dictator of my drive and pragmatically every action was subjected to it’s essence. Every thought I conceived of was an amalgam of artistic insight and daily tasks. Recently, while completing domestic work, I became intrigued in a caricature that I had picked up from the floor. I began to scrutinize the figure and conceptualized a cartoon portrayal of a dragon. This figure below, is a conception of the dragon that manifested from the toy caricature. IMG_0543.JPGInteresting right? That’s the amalgam of domestic work and artistry. However, back in high-school, my awareness was infrequently available. Imagine applying artistic insight in every act you engage in. The conception of cartoon portrayals and graffiti pieces were overabundantly produced via daily tasks, that obscurity was casted over my prudence, and ultimately rendering my 9th, 10th, and 11th grade years a waste of academia. Every perceived idea or moment, was immediately commingle with artistry. The cravings of sketching override every stipulation I made with my counselor, which in due course, expelled me from traditional schooling and located me into a academic rehabilitation center where outbreaks of power hungry student primates fought for territories they didn’t even own. Academic objectives were futile. Teachers rarely taught any subject. Most teachers possessed the luxury of free time; however, two teachers out of ten, were constantly engaging in personal conversations over the phone with what I can only presume to be colleges or acquaintances. My unquenchable thirst for conceptual art began to diminished as I overviewed the domain of students with lackluster abilities. I felt that I had hit a low denominator in my life. My insufficient effectiveness to steer my life boat towards the motherland of success. What an abysmal, contemptible, disappointment I was to my name. Nonetheless, this center was the domain of ineffective students.

Very few students had purpose in that school. Very few were astute, intelligent free thinkers that were only attending school because of law abiding parents. Those were the individuals I was attracted to. As my artistic drive gradually diminished, my new camaraderie of friends, realized my potential and acted to challenge my skills. Sure enough, my skills proved to reiterate a lust of meticulous skills that would have me recognized by students in the academic rehabilitation center. Those were the days I felt a resonance of appreciation, constantly praise for a skill I loved. In contrast, the school’s methods for encouraging and inspiring were severe. In retrospect, there was this one moment where ( I’m not racist at all ) I meticulously drew a Hitler duck in pencil. It was compelling in it’s own respect, and many students where gunning to steal it. Of course, someone stole the bit of art and the culprit responsible never faced condemnation for his/her actions. However, it didn’t matter to me, the thought of someone stealing the art piece just sat well with me, since I knew it would be appreciated. Maybe appreciated for the wrong reason, but at least value the artwork in some sense, since art is perceived differently with every viewer. Fast-forward a couple years, and art has solidified it’s nature into my psyche. I try to sketch something emotionally relevant everyday, but other endeavors tend to squeeze into my schedule sometimes. I love to sketch, I love to approach the abstract, and visually construct it into intricate lines. One think is for sure. With the history, and everything I’ve been through with this skill. I never want to abandon my skill to draw.

I hope you guys enjoyed my story. Retrospect and analyze your history endeavor you pursued, and remember those moments of how you felt despondent, hopeless, or even anxious. Tell me a little about it in the comments if you can. And with that, I will leave you guys to yourself. I love you guys, be safe, and I’ll see you next time.

 

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What is Art to me.

I’ve never really touched on the subject of art, since art has a complex network with subjected genres and sub-genres. Generally art, has forever immortalized it’s essence in the pragmatic instinct of humankind which is essential for daily communications, that has profound influences in the human psyche.

Art is absolutely essential to transmit ideas and other abstract content either for accomplishment, or to elicit human emotions. Let’s attempt to imagine a world without art. First off, this is infeasible since every constructed ornament, building, etcetera has aesthetically pleasing appearances. However, for the sakes of an interesting thought, lets’ allow ourselves to imagine such a world. Let’s begin, there would be no buildings with beautiful aesthetics such as Dubai. Imagine all these buildings were just long rectangles. The Khalifa tower, which is the tallest building in the photo, was just another rectangle, or even a triangle. how artistically bland would that be. This city radiates accomplishment. Surely something as a huge triangle can bore anyone to death. Dubai City.jpg

Not throwing shade to anyone who is settled in Amman. But I would be lying if I said that this site is aesthetically pleasing. Of course, I’m just influentially subjected to think so. Still, the reason for the simplicities has to do with the ventilation, and affordability, according to the person who answered the question on Quora.

https://www.quora.com/Why-do-all-buildings-in-Amman-have-the-same-exterior-color

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The point is, this is just one example of many illustrations that can showcase an artistically tedious facade of aesthetics. This is just my opinion, nothing more. I also believe that these bland aesthetics have a profound effect on the human spirit.

It’s has been empirically and scientifically stated that colors effect the psyches in subjected variations. For instance, blue is a hue that evokes a serene mindset. White evokes tranquility or a peaceful ambience. These are cultural based ideologies or human subjection of course. Every culture or human around the globe has it’s own reverence and beliefs attached to their desired colors. For instance, in some Asian countries, white signifies death or bad luck, or other superstitions. Nonetheless, color palettes in combination with forms of art, can evoke desired emotions from art enthusiasts or even individuals such as myself.  This instance of a meticulous depiction of food, is intended to evoke experiences of food consumption and the feelings produced during that moment. Aesthetics!Food Photography.jpg

This is a minuscule rundown of my thoughts on what art is to me. I essentially believe that art is innately instilled into our wiring for accomplishment purposes, as well as influencing our behavior.  Ill share some art experiences in my next blog. Stay tuned for that. I want to highly appreciate, my readers in keeping up with my blogs. Sometimes my thoughts evoke a doubtful mindset, since I know my literacy isn’t the best; However, I still want to thank the readers for attempting to decrypt my incoherent thoughts. Stay tuned for next times blog. and until then, be safe, I love you guys, and Ill hear from you soon.

 

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Missed My Deadline

Sincere apologies my friends, my inadequate discipline was a bit costly on my reputation. I felt such shame to incapably produce a blog before the required deadline. Though this incident was detrimental to my mindset, I’ve adjusted, bend the rules and attenuated my blog to fittingly quench my desire for fulfillment. Of course, my sense of proactivity was in full effect today, for instance, this illustration of myself kicking ass, should suffice to represent the productiveness of todays efforts.

IMG_0575.JPG  This digitally caricature’s purpose was to transcend my conceptual skills as an concept artist, as well as to train my instinct to sketch body parts, since my methods are lacking in that respect. I feel a sense of accomplishment for producing a blog, even after the deadline. Better late than never, agree?

That’s all for tonight, again, my apologies, tomorrow is regular schedule, deadline is 3 o’clock. And yea, that concludes the blog. Love you guys, take care!!!

 

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THANKS FOR READING

I Know I’m Not The Best Writer

I know my thoughts are incoherent at times, my forte is not writing. Though I have always wanted to write. I just want to thank those what have been coming to the site. I witness that some of you are actually coming. Not sure if you guys are reading them. But if you’re just visiting, I highly appreciate the gesture. Thanks again, much love and Ill see you guys later. And remember say no to sodas and candy, their like drugs for your teeth.

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Staying Consistent

A number of months has elapse, and still very little progress has been developed. Constantly remembering the approach to your dream goal, experiencing and reliving the moment via imagination. Than, comparing that moment with the present results, not much has developed, and feelings of despondence and despair breach the moment. Why is this the case, if you have painstakingly worked on your dream goal, work ethic is unparalleled in contrast to anyone. Ever consider thinking about the consistency of your work ethic? This lesson served me for 1 week, and I’m not looking back. I learned, consistency is the variable in a formula that grooms the development of anyone’s growth; yet, it’s the most difficult variable to admit to oneself’s when one is not applying it in their lives.

Consistency is crucial and determines your status in growth, as well as your well-being. Development cannot be measure immediately; rather, the gradual development is inconceivably diminutive. In fact, so incomprehensibly gradual, this is the top reason for the relinquishment of most endeavors. In contrast, consistency can be measured and is salubrious towards a developing company, such as yourself. Strategize and execute daily consistent goals, then calibrate a system and determine whether your daily intended acts need improvement. For instance, I will type a blog every day about my concerns and opinions about any interesting, deserving topic. I will begin at 10 o’clock and submit my blog at 3 o’clock. Utilizing urgency to create tension in any endeavor, project, or task will aid your efforts. At least, it’s what I heard. I personally don’t utilize urgency for psychological reasons, but this topic deserves it’s own blog. Lastly, judge whether you performed exceptionally or not. That’s a rudimental structure for development, of course, recalibrate this system and utilize the features in-conjunction with your vision, if you like. Trust me, performing this task is energy consuming. However, once you sow the seeds of labor and carefully cultivate them. There is no reason to clash personally with internal regrets or doubts. Though, this method filters thought provokers, one can overwhelm you and the consequences can be dire.

Admitting a lack of consistency is difficult since most times, you don’t know what you don’t know. As difficult as it may be, Many times, challengers attempt great efforts to pursue a career path that aligns with their interest. However, challengers will spends months or even years with minimal progress developed. The lack of understanding the “why” behind their endeavors, trails into a plain of disaster and confusion leaving most challengers abysmally exhausted, thus, relinquishing their drive. Most times, this “why” shape-shifts into lack of consistency.  However many times over, challengers cannot perceive the situation as a lack of consistency. I first began my endeavor to music composing, conception art, and vlogging 2 years ago. Two years have elapse, and a minuscule shred of development has resulted from my efforts. I barely progressed. I began experience despondence, and urgency. But from the confusion pool I was in, I could not comprehend why my labor bared such little fruit. I retrospected, and no opposing force could be diagnosed to determine my results. Frustrated, I relinquished my endeavors for one month, and began to partake in my route once more. Half way through the second month, the diagnosis had unveiled a formula with an absent component. Can you guess the missing component? DING DING DING. You guess it. Consistency was the missing component. It took me 2 months to realize this. A waste of time, yes, however, if I wouldn’t have learned this lesson, I would most likely continue playing games, and never realize my potential coexisting alongside doubt and regret.

Well, that pretty much settles this topic. Consistency is definitely important to determine and measure your daily goals, and progress. Realizing that consistency is missing from the formula, helps with picking up the pace. There are other components that I didn’t touch on. But Ill unveil and generalize these topics some other time.

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I Want to Discuss Conspiracies

I want to discuss conspiracy theories. I was watching a video today about conspiracies that manifested from the clandestine corridors of political, and intelligent organizations. Disclosing and describing the blueprints of the proven conspiracies paralyzes me, shifting my paradigm in the process, and completely nullifying my daily ignorance. I’m fully aware that there’s a devil within us all, however, to expose the intrinsic facade of repugnance that this abstract concept substantiates, creates a friction in the growth of social trust and mental prowess. Inconceivably, I’m typing still wanting to believe that the present is not harboring any half completed conspiracies. But to anticipate that there is a conspiracy in action, is definitely the mind state to settle on. I wonder though, which one will it be? There’s been an overabundant of school shootings and terrorist acts. Figuratively, the stakes are high and to wage a bet on any of these events that some intelligent organization, or a political party or figure is manipulating the strings of terror, is guaranteed a ROI. I place a wager against the odds simply because it has happen subsequently, and my trust has diminished due to the constant reiteration of past American illicit experiences. Here are some examples:

Watergate Scandal

This scandal even at face value is such a patriot of shameful idiocies. Revulsion develops and evolves into an ineffable concept that makes me implode from just the facade of this scandal. Essentially, the President of the United States made efforts to retrieve private documents about his democratic opponent to gain an advantage over the presidential run. Maybe I was overcritical, but to cheat to achieve a second term, well I would be a hypocrite if I said it’s not right.

Operation Northwood

Operation Northwood would have been the catalyst for the war between Cuba and United States. Many thanks to the force that halted this recipe of calamity. Essentially, our friends over at the CIA would have participated in acts of terrorism against their own civilians, exacerbating the tension between Cuba and United States. Fortunately, John F. Kennedy rejected the operation, crumbling the obsolete foundation of this operation

These are just some examples of disclosed conspiracies that took place. However, the main point is, trust and mental prowess are diminished when deception plays a role to subject the masses into transcending the agenda of a conspiracy. I’m not a politician, I don’t understand why These events take place in such a manner, however, I remain neutral since I don’t know what it’s like to lead a mass. So until I serve as president, or have my own mass to lead, Ill suggest a solution. Thanks for reading. If you made it this far, Congrats, your the bestest most coolest person ever.

 

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Punctuality

Today, my plans for proactivity were hindered due to my indiscipline. Infuriatingly, I arrived at my destination looking for a seat, since my choice of seat was no longer available. Upsetting as the situation was, I reflected back on all the times I was late and astonishingly, tardies are common throughout my chronology. In fact, if we sum up every tardy, the result is 2 weeks of hours. One week equals 168 hours. For engagement purposes, double 168 and that will be the amount of time I have lost. Of course I’m using hyperbole, but the main concept is that I was, and am, constantly late. Here’s an example: I was taking a drama class in college and everyone’s grade was an A, since that’s how all semesters begin. So obviously for the moment, I was a driven student with perpetual motives for greater endeavors. Any of you guys ever felt like that? It’s the beginning of the semester, it’s a fresh start. A chance to prove yourself in academics. Being a terrible student, I was that guy. At the beginning of every semester, I was that straight A student. But only for the first month. Then over time, my grades become the average A B C. One day, I came late and it was only 1 minute late, JUST 1 MINUTE LATE! Then 1 minute late became 2 minutes late, then 4, then I realized I had lost my punctuality and struggled to even balance my time, constantly struggling to even make it to the 5 minute tardy mark. It had gotten really bad, to the point where I was arriving atan unbearable 8 minutes late. Three quarters of the semester in, my professor notifies me that I have 8 tardies and that if I continue this, world record breaking pattern, I will be dropped from the class and take an automatic F. I had this class 2 days of the week, 8 tardies equals four weeks, four weeks of progressive tardiness. Let’s estimate and add these numbers.

Day 1 = 1 minute

Day 2 = 2 minutes

Day 3 = 4 minutes

Day 4 = 4 minutes

Day 5 = 6 minutes

Day 6 = 8 minutes

Day 7 = 8 minutes

Day 8 = 8 minutes

= 41 minutes in total.

There was even a day where I came in 15 minutes late, and even transcended 8 days of tardies, but for the sake of simplicity, Ill estimate 8 days with 8 minutes.

The point is, as innocuous as 1 minute may seem. This 1 minute was insidious to my mental prowess as it significantly diminished my proactive mindset. The life handle teetered out of control, and I was barely able to balanced my time and methods. My time, my proactive rhythm, were profoundly affected and it shouldn’t be a shock that all my grades degraded in some way. Some were affected greatly for lack of performance and others, not so much. Punctuality can either curve your drive, or propel you towards achievement, and in my case, it curved my trajection. That semester alone I had accumulated about 20 tardies, that’s including other classes as well. Thats a estimated guess, the number can very well be beyond 20. Nevertheless, this has been an uninspiring recurring theme throughout my career as a student. This malpractice follows me in every endeavor I challenge. It’s like a Pikachu that follows Ash, but Ash doesn’t want it to. And this scumbag Pikachu constantly uses Thundershock to stop Ash from pursuing his dreams of being a Pokemon master. Strange simile and analogy, wouldn’t you agree?  Now, I finally want to abolish this practice, as this has served to derail my train of thought, plundered me into stress, even dispense the fuel of my drive. I have thought of some solutions. Also, if you have any methods as to outwitting punctuality, share it in the comments below. Address the title of the blog as well so I know the topic you’re referring to. During this time, I’ve only thought of 4 ways to be punctual.

1. Actually Plan Your Day

Usually, when I make a daily plan, I tend to follow it. I invite you to try this out yourself. Every time the path is clear, it’s easy for me take on my objectives, and focus on the end results.

2. Say the word focus

Ever read that book “Your One Word” by Evan Carmichael?, Me either, however, he has highly suggested to pick a word that truly resonates and aligns with your endeavors. For instance, Steve Job’s word is innovate, doesn’t take a blogger with a incommodious  sarcastic sense of humor like me to see that Jobs was a great innovator of our time. I say the word “Focus”, every time I’m not focusing on my task. It works for me, try it out for yourself, and let me know in the comment section below about your experience or about your word.

3. Instinctual Focus

Instinctual Focus is what I call it. I have not mastered this one myself. But somehow taking initiative to instinctually be on time, is definitely worth bargaining for. This instinct can be achieved through various means, most commonly through constant reapplication. However, other more complicated perplexing methods can achieve this enigmatic focus. This is absolutely different from urgency, which is a source that your focus and motive uses to act on dead lines and scarce time. Instinctual Focus deserves it’s own blog, because of the complexity and enigmatic nature of this concept, so expect that blog soon.

4. Urgency

Finally, we don’t know how much time we have, but finding a reason, usually a scarce reason, as to being on time can definitely aid in your discipline. For instance, having my favorite seat taken is a perfect scarce reason as to being on time. Though maintaining a balance is an absolute for the fact that urgency aids the growth of your amygdala, which is responsible for regulating fear. Just that statement alone is enough to scare me. I can feel my amygdala growing. Haha.

 

And that’s it for now. If you guys enjoyed reading this blog, leave a comment below and let me know, what I could do to be a better blogger. Share your experience, I would love to know. Thanks for joining me on this breakdown. I love you guys, and take care for the day. See you tomorrow.